The Transformation is Beginning ~
There is some lovely energy coming in this week to support what I consider one of the most intense, life altering, growth encompassing and snake shdiing its skin moments! I am focusing on Tuesday's major event of Pluto leaving Capricorn and entering Aquarious, which will never happen again in our lives. It deserves attention and respect.
I am not one to share my intimate world and yet this past week has brought me to my knees as I had to do one of the most difficult things I have ever had to do. I want to share. I had to be brave when I wanted to crumble, decisive when I wanted to wait and see, conscious when I wanted to hide, and strong when I was incredibly weak. I can tell you the astrology laid it out like a lovely display of art that was allowing my insight to see what could possibly come for my reality. That’s the beauty of the gift of astrology. It is not that we give up our personal authority, but we can have the help of navigating the energy that the cosmos are sending to this planet. I could lay it out for you but I think I’ve expressed the synchronicity well enough for now.
Woodward, the most intelligent, sentient and loyal being Ive come to know, my dog, had to be put to sleep. It was a sudden shock and believe me, I am still allowing it to leave my nervous system. He developed a stomach ulcer and refused to eat. Woodward was a majestic animal. He had the best life and it was a reflection of the love he gave me. It was a privilege to care for him during the 11 years we had together. As a pack animal would do in the wild, he stopped eating and refused food for over 5 days. There was no going back. He had made his declaration and it’s what a pack animal would do. They would remove themselves slowly to not be a threat to the pack. What I witnessed wit him was as shocking as anything Ive experienced as his #1 love was food. It was heartbreaking. I knew it would come but couldn’t imagine it would be this. As hard as this has been, I am finding my way back to my peace of mind and heart, slowly. He was gone on the eve of 11/11. For me, it was a portal, and he is now with me everyday, and with the cosmos everywhere. The beauty of the soul in its omnipresence is unparalleled by any mystery in this world. The reason I share this is I know many will read this and learn of his passing. It’s harder for me to speak to it right now, but I will eventually. This is the kind of energy that can manifest for people now. Deep, painful endings. Not everyone will, but some may. A death of self, a death of a marriage, a death of a job; you get it.
Woodward’s passing is right in alignment with the astrology, as the full moon in Taurus conjunction Uranus, my house of value and death, was building, and Saturn in Pisces was going direct in my house of Pets, while Pluto is at the end of its time Capricorn, my home and deep emotional house. I had no idea it would be him but as I watched it occur there was no denying this was going to bear massive weight on my soul as a deep growth and empowerment phase after a deep loss and releasing. Im in it. This leads me into the astrology this week.
Tomorrow, on the 19th of November, we will finally, after 16 years of the Pluto in Capricorn visit, say good bye to a massive facet of our life as Pluto will enter Aquarius, where he will be for over 21 years. This is no small transit. I will focus on this today as I really feel I’ll be able to come back in and share about a lovely transit at end of week with Venus sextiling Saturn which will establish more stable foundations and better ways forward. A lovely way to see our way forward with certain agreements and relationships in life. The Sun will be trining Neptune as this change takes place and with Neptunes placement, its important to not be too optimistic over this. There is also a sun sextile Pluto transit as well that comes just after the Pluto movement and its a really high amped energy to feel into the power of this new dynamic presenting. Still, the big story is the movement of Pluto into Aquarius.
Strong desires to regenerate, renew and deep transformation will be at play. We may question everything we’re doing, the direction of our lives and begin to look back at where we’ve been and what we’re ready to leave behind.
You may feel like there is a back and forth commentary in our mind and soul right now, too. Lean in to it, but too deep. Explore the feelings, the insights and note anything that begins to present. Make no doubt about it we’ve changed. We’re stronger, we’re more resilient, we’re not as innocent and we’re likely ready to drop what is not in or best interest to find a way to navigate forward in a new direction, which is very internal. We are at the duality our darkness and our light. We must embody both to be a fully realized human.
It’s incredibly important to not be excessively seeking comfort during this time. For some, the darker side may want to catalyze self sabotaging actions, vs allowing the energy to transform. This is not a time for risky behaviors in our lives. If you’re feeling incredibly anxious or confused, it will shift but it’s so important to practice self control and care. Reach out to loved ones for support.
The last 16 years, depending on where this transit falls in your own chart, has changed you, and you will never be the same. Pluto is death and rebirth, he is the Phoenix. He will rip you down to build you back. Don’t fear it, embrace it. We’ve been forced to look at our shadows and light. What have we learned? How have we grown? What are we letting go of? What is the new energy we’re stepping into? The last question is bit of a trick, as it may feel like we know, but I can promise you we don’t just yet.
This next couple months is also as intense as this year has been. The climate in the collective reality is heightened and the way we will move forward as Pluto is stepping into Aquarius will change the way we experience reality as a whole, and as an individual. We will see heightened technological pursuits of all kinds, wanted or not. We will see AI quickly rise its ugly head, and we will often m=not know what is really real and what is mere “Imagery”. This is not negative as the world is constantly evolving and we’re asked to rise into our own evolution as well. The last year of a transit like this is often more intense in the lessons it wants to bring us. Ill be looking back over the past year for sure. It’s a gift to myself to get clearer.
I’ll go into more over time as I do believe I will have way more time on my hands, without my sweet Woodward to preoccupy my time, my heart and my thoughts pretty constant through my days.
Im writing a blog about what Woodward symbolized for me, and I will share eventually but I can tell you, that I have not felt another love that deeply defines me as a human being.
I ask you, for this week, look at your own life and get really honest with yourself about what is not working, what is working, and what are you being asked to transform, to rise from, to grow from and take the death of an experience and find the resilience of your strength to fly higher than every before?
Remember, we must have dark and light, good and bad, black and white, and we must not get too stuck in our own bullshit. Life is fleeting, it moves quick. I am beyond blessed to feel this pain, that I had something that I loved so much that makes it so hard to say goodbye. I have created a relationship with Woodward in the shamanic realms for over 3 years. Believe me when I tell you he is with me, but the loss is his presence physically. Thank you for reading and thank you for allowing me to use my life in reflection of the current energy we’re in.
Don’t cling to things that are meant to go. Allow for space to see if its really gone, or if we have just created such a grip in our mind. The world is evolving and I believe there is massive global conscious shifts happening.
We are the power. We are the truth. We are the humans. We are the ones that will decide the way the story is written. Do not give your power away!
The invite this week is to truly allow the shifting energy to shift you too.
'Hold on loosely, but don’t let go. If you cling too tightly, you’re going to lose control."
Affirmation for the week :
I am powerful
I am embodied
I am guided
I am protected
I am changing
I am evolving
I can trust the way I feel to show me the way forward.
Touch our heart often.
Treat yourself so well.
Be so good to you as we really are entering a new threshold of reality! Think I’m being dramatic? Just wait and see.
Please share what you're going through if it feels right.
Sending so much love, strength and clarity.
~Angela
Ps. I have not been communicating with many. I took the week of to honor the grief. Please know I’ll be allowing my process to unfold naturally and with respect. Thank you.
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